| i feel so used... i know i try hard, but damn- now i don't even know why... i'm such a big people pleaser- why? because i LOVE to make people happy... i LOVE to make people smile... i go ALL OUT for people because i WANT to... i don't do it for appreciation, i don't ask for thank yous... i really don't... all i want to do is make you happy...
...big bro says people take advantage of me this way. p-sis says i'm being too nice. panda tells me i can't have people walk all over me - but what the hell am i supposed to do?
this is rediculous. big bro, i'm sorry you have to deal with me every night. i've cried so much these past few nights, i'm actually losing weight. (yes, i know it's only water weight). but no matter what, i have made my promise to you.
i'm all broken in 1000 pieces and i can't find myself... i can't pick up my own pieces and no one wants to put me back together either... i'm just left alone all broken- and even when i'm broken i STILL try for you... how come you don't see it?
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| can't live w/out 'em... 
i miss 'em... 
i <3 him... 
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one day... one day... 
